Friday, January 7, 2011

ReALly?!! It's already over?

Last night I was playing games with my brother and a couple friends; I was packing; I couldn't wait for tomorrow. This morning I was watching a movie with Mel to try and stay awake; I was sitting in the Spokane airport with my alarm set so I wouldn't miss my flight; I was a few hours from home. At least it feels like it. Actually it has been 3 weeks since I finished my 2nd term at NSA. And my days here in NM have been chalk full since I have been home. It really is so nice to have 6 dear, loving people--family--to welcome me and Curtis home and make my time off school so wonderful. "The happiest moments of my life have been the few which I have passed at home in the bosom of my family." (Thomas Jefferson) Long talks with Mama, cousins, dear friends, and Risse have probably been the highlight so far...if only they could last longer...My only consolation is that I am going to take Marissa back up to Moscow with me for several weeks. =)
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Well, here's what I've done over break:
I'm sure none of you are surprised, but a lot of what I have done has to do with food. Imagine that. I have thoroughly enjoy every moment of it =)
chocolate ganache truffles
Coconut Pecan Banana Bread, hot and buttered, of course!
spinach salad with mandarin oranges, swiss cheese, pomegranate seeds, and pecans
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The three of us olders and Daddy drove down to Ruidoso to see my Grandma Jayne and Cousins and Aunt from Oklahoma. We just went down for the day, but we had a lovely time...and I came home with a new-to-me car =)
Me and Taylor:
the cousins
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Marissa and I also took a trip up to Aztec to visit our dear Skeens. We did much--mostly talking and working in the kitchen--but we went ice skating and did a photo shoot, so that's what we have pictures of:

if only the photographer were a little more stable on her skates ;)
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just some pictures
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My favorite games of this Christmas/New Year's break:
Imaginiff
Settlers of Catan
Catch Phrase
Pictograph
the notebook paper-storywriting-one minute-game challenge
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And here are some of my recent drawing and doodles. Really, I don't have enough time to accomplish all that I want to. No, not even a month with nothing else to do.
this hat was super fun to work on
this girl is my favorite!
and just the beginnings of one that I hope to finish soon (many of you have asked as I work "who is that?" so I have included the picture I'm drawing from, however most of what I draw is just from my imagination):
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Tomorrow I plan to make a french meal for my family. Yes, real french cuisine! I was blessed this last term to be able to sit under the instruction of a master french Chef Francis Foucachon and learned how to cook a couple recipes. Hopefully the foods will turn out well enough for pictures and I can post about that later.
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I only have two days left--let's savor them together.

"now this is special stuff"

This is a coffee drink that Mama had found online on The Pioneer Woman as she was searching through all the yummy recipes. SO, I made the drinks and Russell and I headed to the game table for a date. We had a delicious time talking and sharing about what we love and want to do in life. =) Here's the scoop:

4 cups of hot coffee (strong!)
6oz of Dulce de Leche (but if you're like me and forget to put that on the grocery list, carmel syrup works like a charm too)
a couple Tbls of Kaluha Liquor
1 cup of heavy cream
2 Tbls white sugar
chocolate sprinkles, shaved chocolate, or other garnish

Stir the Dulce de Leche into the hot coffee until dissolved. Whip the cream and sugar until medium peaks form (you could probably use whipped cream from a can and it would be almost as yummy). Pour the coffee into cups (makes 4) and add the Kaluha and stir. Of course, this drink is definitely yummy with out the liquor, if you so desire. Garnish with chocolate, turn the lights down low, sit back, relax, and enjoy talking with a friend. =)

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

The Discipline of Time

My break has been full of family, friends, games, movies, sleeping, cooking, talking, and a little bit of study. I am now reading through a book that a dear friend gave me for my birthday this past summer. Discipline; The Glad Surrender by Elisabeth Elliot, has really been a fantastic read. The first half is good and pretty much what I have learned from Mama and other mentors over the years--great review! The second half of the book is divided into seven chapters discussing aspects of practical discipline. Today's chapter was dealing with time and how to use it well. One of my favorite quotes from the chapter is actually a poem by Amy Carmichael:
Lover of All, I hold me fast by Thee,
Ruler of time, King of Eternity
There is no great with Thee, there is no small,
For Thou art all, and fillest all in all.

The newborn world swings forth at Thy command,
The falling dewdrop falls into They hand.
God of the firmament's mysterious powers
I see Thee thread the minutes of my hours.

There's a time for everything. Usually when I "don't have time" it is more an attitude of not making time or simply not wanting to do it. Everyone has 24 hours in day. It's not so much what you schedule out to do, but what you get done all depends on how you choose to spend it. Take some time and sit in the stillness and quiet around you. Pay attention to the things around you and delight in the silence. It's not all about moving, changing, noise, color, new and different. Just be. Appreciate the moments as the tick by and think of the difference each minute can make and all that can be accomplish by stack them up together.
"Sunrise, noon, sunset, midnight. Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday. January, May, September. Winter, spring, summer, autumn. Easter, Thanksgiving, Christmas. These are the punctuation marks of time, and what a marvelous mercy that God divided light from darkness."
There is always time enough to do the will of God. Honestly, in all the hectic-ness of life, all the activities and plans on my plate, in the seemingly crazy-busy schedule of the days God grants me the grace to get done all that He has for me to do that day.

Often God's timing isn't mine. And more often than not, it is hard for me to accept that and see how all the little inconveniences that annoy me so, are being woven into the mysterious tapestry of life. Several times in the Bible there are examples of people trusting on God's timing and being blessed for their patience. Even when everything seems to be going wrong and nothing is working out, it is so reassuring to know that God is still in control and it isn't going wrong in His book, rather following the plans He has already laid out for us--we just can't see it and sometimes feel like the blindness is acutely oppressive. As Jesus has said, when we follow Him, He will make our paths easy and our burdens light. It is for us to lay all our cares and sorrows, joys and afflictions, on Him and willing submit ourselves unto Him. What an awesome and amazing God I serve.
I've alway heard that it's best to make time for a quiet time early in the morning. In my persistent stubbornness I have resisted that idea and wanted/tried to read my Bible and pray at night, in the afternoon--basically any time but right after I wake up. Well, I've been thinking about that this break and really wondering if there is something to the idea of giving the first minutes (hour) to the Lord, just being in His presence. So, at the end of this book Eliot talked a bit about just making yourself spend some quiet time before you greet the world. Whether that be before you get out of bed or not until after you have gotten a cup of coffee and a cozy blanket, that there really is no better way to start your day. It really is the most important part of your day--learn to love it and find the joy in rising *early* to spend time alone with the Lord.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

from the abundance of my heart

28. "cousins"
29. purple nail polish
30. brothers
31. a new-to-me car
32. talking to far away friends over the internet
33. Bolthouse

Saturday, December 11, 2010

'tis the season

Advent is here; eggnog is chilling, cookies are baking, slippers are dawned, cider is simmering, classes are over, finals are looming, anticipation is building, and Christmas is drawing ever nearer.

I found * snow * at Michael's the other day and here's what Angie I came up with:


Friday, December 10, 2010

where's the beauty in body piercing?

Belly buttons and nostrils. Everybody has them. Nobody talks about them. And they should not be pierced.

Really, who’s idea was it to poke a hole in someone’s nose and insert an earing or dangle a charm mid-way down the abdomen? Who in their right mind thought this was a good idea? Along with the trend of exposed midriffs, belly button piercing has become quite popular. People say that belly rings are hot. But people should not even see this piercing if the girl is dressed modestly (not to mention how uncomfortable it must be to have a semipermanent ring attached to your navel). Contrarily, nostril piercing is easy to see and not immodest, and yet equally as disagreeable. Imagine a metal post sticking into your nose and then sneezing. That’s not a pretty picture. Not only are body piercings objectionable, but it is also hygienically foolish.

Piercing cartilage tissue is not painful—until the hole gets dirty and full of germs, mucus, or belly button fuzz. Right after the hole has been punched, bacteria begin to grow and the battle against sickness, sores, and serious infection is waged.1 Once the scar finally heals over the pierced flesh, the hole will never close up—it will last forever.

Additionally, when a person pierces these parts of the body, he is associating himself with a cultural attitude of a rebellion—one that a Christian should not desire to adopt.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

concerning baptism

God’s goodness, wisdom, grace, and love are demonstrated to His people in various ways, but one of the primary means through which He sanctifies His people is via the sacrament of baptism, “The central meaning of baptism is the promise that in the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ the grace of God avails for him and is directed to him.” Baptism is a rite of the church which outwardly displays that the person is being committed to God and “does not merely signify eternal reality, but is eternal reality, because it points significantly beyond it’s own concreteness.” It is an indelible mark on people which is directly connected to a specific time when they were publicly dedicated to God. It also serves as a great reminder and assurance of the redeeming grace of Christ which is being made manifest in their lives. Commemorative and unmistakable, this milestone serves as a great exhortation to live a godly life in light of covenantal faithfulness.


Pastors and theologians throughout the ages have argued about the value and power of baptism; two of whom are Leonard Vander Zee and Karl Barth. Both men would agree that baptism is an external sign signifying the blessing of the invisible grace of God poured out upon the person receiving it. However, they differ greatly when it comes to the question about what it means to be baptized and how that affects the Christian. This distinction boils down to the fundamental idea of what each man thinks is the correct interpretation of the covenants in relation to each other and how their contrary beliefs concerning the eligibility of a person receiving baptism impacts all of life.


Vander Zee, in his book Christ, Baptism, and the Lord’s Supper, says, “Water is the sacramental sign, the visible word by which the Holy Spirit, through faith, brings us into the union with Christ.” Water is nothing without the working of the Holy Spirit. Mankind is not first worthy and therefore baptized, but contrarily, he is dreadfully depraved and it is only through the grace of God that man can come to the knowledge and understanding of Him and so be brought into the new covenant. Baptism is not given as a result of holy living but it is an effectual act cultivating the attitude of sanctification. In being baptized, therefore, it is not man’s place to promise to God, but instead it is appropriate for him to humbly accept what God has promised since the beginning of time and is conveyed through the waters of baptism.


Barth, backed primarily by the reformer Zwingli, thought that baptism was simply an outward sign of submission to the cross of Christ and a time for a Christian to make a personal profession of faith and a formal dedication of his life. He viewed credo baptism as an earthly, ceremonial formality, that is emblematic of and actuated by human volition. In light of many Bible verses,

he definitively states that it is important that a believer makes a personal decision to follow Christ before he is baptized. Thus he thought children should be required to meet a certain age (the age of accountability) before baptism should be proformed. The problem with this view is that the connection between the Old and New Testaments is forgotten. Throughout the first half of the Bible, God deals with the Israelites in terms of the covenants that He made with them--father and children. Why then would this paradigm change when a new covenant is established?


Along with the great church father Calvin, Vander Zee opposes Barth’s theology in believing that besides being an external symbol of the bestowing of grace on the person, infant baptism is a time when human life is united to Christ in a mysterious and undying assurance of the unmerited favor and exacting love of the Triune God and covenantally renewed. Paedo baptism, following in the Christian tradition, is steeped in the fundamental covenant theology. Appreciation for the rich symbolism of the baptism of infants is impossible unless the connections between the old and new covenants are made clear. This is where the biggest discrepancy of the two beliefs clash. Circumcision was the physical sign of the old covenants given to the male members of covenant-keeping families. After Christ came and fulfilled all that was prophesied, the tradition was modified to reflect the change that was radically wrought in the lives of all who believed. The Apostle Paul reminds the Romans that circumcision is no longer a necessary faith-binding act. Instead it is the circumcision of the heart that really counts. When a person has this symbol engraved in his heart, he is then following in the post-Jesus means of the covenant.


In a covenantal household, children are raised according to the assumption that they are part of God’s eternal plan. Parents treat their children as brothers and sisters in the Lord and nurturingly teach them about the love of God, what it means to be a Christian, and the orthopraxy involved in living for the Lord; they are “little-Christs” being shaped and molded to grow up as faithful members of the church in God’s grace. Unlike the practice of believer’s baptism, babies are not baptized because they know what is going on and acknowledge their sin, guilt, and need for a Savior. Antithetically, infant baptism is performed via the parents’ faith, and in return it becomes a crucial landmark in the person’s life symbolizing their eternal bond in the covenant of grace. Because babies are not required to give account of their faith, there are people who have been baptized and are actively reaping the inherent and gracious blessing of God’s covenant promises yet are not called as part of the invisible church.

Efficacious and transcendent, the sacrificial redemption of Jesus Christ is offered to all people. Romans 6:3-4 gives us the picture of not only being baptized into the life of the resurrection power, but also vicariously being united in the death of the Son of God, that we might know what it means to live forever with our Lord. Offered freely to all, but sovereignly believed only by God’s elect, baptism is not a black and white litmus test determining whether or not a person is one of “God’s chosen.” Rather, the miracle wrought through this symbol by the Holy Spirit is awesome and not easily comprehendible. It is like a sunrise; fantastic but not clearly discernible when the array of oranges and pinks change and the colors slowly fade into a majestic blue heaven. So it is as a person matures. As a part of God’s covenant, he will mature over time and his faith will be cultivated and strengthened. “Baptism plunges us into the waters of his vicarious human life, uniting us and identifying us with this new creation.” Baptism is an efficacious sacrament instituted by the church, made powerful through Christ, creating an everlasting bond through the covenant into the community of God’s set apart people.